Are you a man or are you a Schnitzel?

Yesterday marked four weeks since I got into my care and drove west to the Golden State. It is definitely exciting to have done it but there are moments when I wonder if it was the right decision. This past week has been stressful as hell and the fact that all of my friends and family are 2700 miles away hasn't helped. I've felt lonely at different points in my life but never alone before. Guess I am not as inhuman as I thought. There is so much that I need to figure out right now. On top of all of this I truly think that I might just be falling in love. Ridiculous right? Well if you knew me you would realize how ridiculous this is. What are ya gonna do though, the heart wants what it wants. Gonna try and get some sleep so guess I'll stop rambling for a while.

Missed opportunity

So after driving 2700 miles to a new home I've come to realize that I might just be head over heals. Crazy to me this is but I don't know what else it could be. Anyone who knows me will tell you that my interest in any particular girl is fleeting. In this case though there is no denying that I've developed some pretty strong feelings. No one has ever had this strong of an impact on me. It's gotten to the point where I find myself thinking about her even when I'm talking to another girl. Wtf man, miss when life was super simple.