B(last o)ff on a Smokey Robot(ic)

Had a conversation with a good friend yesterday and after thinking about what we discussed I realize that I didn't know ME anymore. I am not who I thought I was and I think that this has led to me feeling out of sorts.

I've been feeling lost and adrift but now I know exactly why and I know how to move past it and get back on track.

Feels like I'm waking from a fog. My head is clearing and now I am planning and plotting to achieve all of the things I want to accomplish. I forgot myself for a moment but I am back. I've only got myself to count on and there is no way I will let me down. Others may do so over and over but I won't. I've chosen a lonely road for myself but it will be worth it in the end.